Yearning

I remember the first day I saw you…

The strong silent cautious man.

The eyes that were clear and true

The smile that was the elusive lure……

For years gone by

My heart was not touched.

Always thought I was one of a kind,

Dint need anyone to understand my crazy mind.

But alas did I fall…….

Indeed hard……

Only to realise that the things I saw were illusions of my mind

And not your soul calling out to mine.

The day I found you liked another

A little part of me died away.

To this day I chid myself for going astray.

Never did I think I would be looking for answers,

To questions I dint know.

Never did I feel that I will be walking towards you,

Hiding tears I will never show.

Every smile, every frown, every little gesture shown…..

Every breath, every touch that I will probably never know ………

If this was heartbreak……

I am glad to have had it…..

Because it is your one last gift to me.